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Eating Disorders

anorexic

Posted By: Larkin
Date: Monday, 7 November 2005, at 1:13 p.m.

HI! ok i guess that's too much of an exciting opening for a letter dealing with my personal eating disorder. But that is how i always am...trying to cover my problem with my outgoing personality. As a child i was a chubby.Then in 7th/8th grade i started runing and loosong a lot of weight.i got so many awesome compliments and for the first time in my life i was thin.i loved it and in my attempt to NEVER become fat again i became very anorexic. The once complements became statements of how i was getting too thin. I loved it!I always wanted to be the girl that was too skinny.My will power has always been great and when i became obsessed with eating or not eating i lost even more weight. I ran and ran and ran and on that didnt eat anything. WEll im now 17 and my love for life as overcome anorexia.I was so unhappy that i changed my life style.Dont be fooled i didnt do it alone. A full summer of counceling and zoloft (which im still on) cured me. I am now 5'7 and weight 145 lbs'.Hellow!! if i ever thought i'd become that fat again id never stopped being anorexic!I'm dying...i want to loose it...i've tried throwing up but it doesent work...nothing comes up!! I'm falling back into a hole. I can't wait to be skinny again. My plan of action:laxitives!!my will is too great again and it won't be broken again. I'll be thin once more!

Messages In This Thread

anorexic
Larkin -- Monday, 7 November 2005, at 1:13 p.m.

Re: anorexic
Nova -- Monday, 7 November 2005, at 4:18 p.m.

Re: anorexic
Hope -- Monday, 7 November 2005, at 4:19 p.m.