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Eating Disorders

Bulimia and Anerexia

Posted By: AK
Date: Monday, 7 November 2005, at 4:27 p.m.

Im currently 17 yrs old and have been sufferin badly from Bulimia and Anerexia for 5 years... already 5 yrs!!! Ive just started cryin thinkin about it.... I have seasonal depression so my bulimia has picked up worse n worse each winter... when I was 12 yrs old (5'4) I weighed 194lbs...Now that is largeeee... Then by the time I was 16 (this past summer) I was 123.... good accomplishment? I guess.... Now this winter im already back up to 145lbs..!! I feel so depressed and scared I cant get over this bingeing #####!!!!! Im affraid im gonna lose my boyfriend and hurt my family, and ruin myself... I need help and nothin works for this #####!!! Im sick of it I feel horrible, in pain, stressed out... everyone is gettin all fustrated weighin 100-125lbs.... I wish I could weigh that little!!!! I sick of cryin all day all nite for no reason... im tryin to get into councling but they "dont have time"..... WTF docs even tryed puttin me on zoloft but it made me suicidal.... my life was better when I usta do marijuana I mite try that again... I need a support group but there are non nearby me.... ##### I feel so sick I wanna die.....
AK (allyk1986@hotmail.com), Buffalo NY
Tuesday, January 27, 2004

Messages In This Thread

Bulimia and Anerexia
AK -- Monday, 7 November 2005, at 4:27 p.m.

Re: Bulimia and Anerexia
lois -- Saturday, 14 January 2006, at 6:13 a.m.

Re: Bulimia and Anerexia
sandi -- Saturday, 2 September 2006, at 11:32 a.m.

Re: Bulimia and Anerexia
Kez -- Sunday, 10 September 2006, at 10:51 a.m.