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Posted By: kat <firegodess845@aol.com> In Response To: Re: I am worthless (another one)
Date: 10 September 2008, at 3:02 a.m.
Im reading these messages and crying.
You feel exactly the way I feel inside.. I was strong once, and took life into my hands and made big decisions and was happy and had wonderful opportunities and people in my life, but it all went away too soon as everyone and everything drifted slowly away from me into new lives with significant others, better jobs, new lives, and there I stayed. Waving them all goodbye believing I too would be better one day but I never even tried to be. and now here I am wondering what the hell has happened to me. I am empty and I am alone and I feel nothing but curiosity and sadness as to why my life has stalled and why I cant seem to get it back on track again, and why things would be so much easier for me if I loved myself more and believed in myself....
I have no idea who I am and what I am, and I feel sad, and miserable and lonely, and yes, I am depressed and I feel as though its to late for me to be that mythical person that I believed that I would be someday. But still- I know that I am NOT worthless. I may not be who I thought I was, but I am currently in the long process of trying to be someone better than I am now. I am out there trying to change whats happened. Slowly but surely things are looking up. I am getting happier. I am seeing things turn upwards again, and I see a better life for myself.
Life is what you make of it, NOT what it makes of you.
If you want something to change- no one, I repeat NO ONE is going to change it for you. You have to do it yourself. YOU have to take that step to changing your life, and YOU have to start to love yourself.
Stop looking for help from outside and start looking for it in you.
Your better than whats happening to you. You loved yourself once. You cared about things once. Its in you... and dont be afraid to tell people how you feel. Theres so many like us out there who will listen and who can care and who can give advice, but your the one who has to care enough about yourself to turn things around.
Im not going to talk about god. God is some peoples answer, not everyones.
But turning to god does help people sometimes.
Try anything you believe could help you.
Just dont give up on yourself.
Please.
Your worth it.
We all are.
Theres hope.
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