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severe depression or brain damaged?

Posted By: EMOly <livelifelaughluvo@yahoo.com>
Date: 28 April 2009, at 1:50 a.m.

I just don't get myself...
Right now my life is MUCH BETTER than before (I was in an abusive and suppressive family environment since I was 13) but before I managed to get into National Honor Society, have goals and be able to achieve them. At least I was doing stuff.
I cannot believe what a mess I am after I leave the environment and go to college. It's like I don't function anymore. My hope is all gone (I believed my life will become normal and I will return to the same outgoing person as I was once I get out.) But now I look at my life and I hate every bit of it. I am completely alone. I don't have ANY friends. Making conversation with people has long ago become a problem for me, but for gods sake how talkative i was when i was a kid! Nothing in my life makes sense. I did not "breakdown" before, but after getting out i realize I am breaking down piece by piece. I stop doing things I suppose to do. I was getting Cs and Ds last semester, for this semester i think I'm gonna fail all my classes. The worst thing is I don't know what's the cause of it. There's NOTHING in my life that will stop me from going right now, I am completely free, but I JUST WON'T GO!
I have tried counseling services for about three weeks, but i think my counselor just looked at me like I am brain damaged (maybe i am from all the beating), because you won't believe how "disconnected" i am in real life......

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• severe depression or brain damaged? (views: 47)
  EMOly -- 28 April 2009, at 1:50 a.m.
  • Re: severe depression or brain damaged? (views: 47)
    Someone -- 28 April 2009, at 10:47 p.m.

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