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I need somebody- a genuine friend

Posted By: Niamh <niamhosullivan007@yahoo.com>
Date: 18 July 2009, at 6:15 p.m.

Hello my name is Niamh. im only 14 but im suffering from depression. i push my friends away. i wouldnt really call these people friends, they are very nice people i just feel i need a fresh start a new life a new friend who listens and cares. i really miss my dad he had to love me for two my mom doesnt really love or care about me just someone she has to live with. my dad was an alcoholic and he died. i wish i died too and be a guardian angel like him. nobody would miss me if i died. i run away from peole,i havent contacted my "friends" in weeks. i want to be happy but the only way to do that is to free the people i love and releace them- to die. the only reason im here is because im too afraid to die. i find it hard to trust- when i do people run away or die.i wish i could watch over them as an angel. i miss being happy i mostly cry.i feel i make my friends unhappy by being around. i really wish someone understood i need help. please help me. please.
Niamh

Messages in This Thread

• I need somebody- a genuine friend (views: 57)
  Niamh -- 18 July 2009, at 6:15 p.m.
  • Re: I need somebody- a genuine friend (views: 41)
    Lisa -- 4 August 2009, at 12:27 p.m.

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