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Posted By: Jessie <j.david0607@yahoo.com>
Date: 18 July 2009, at 9:01 p.m.
Hi, my name is Jessie and I'm almost 21. I hate life and I'm bored with it. I've never felt like I'm worth anything. I used to play softball in high school and during the summer time ever since I was 10 years old. I quit playing softball before I turned 18. I just couldn't take my own father showing up at my games anymore. If I were to make a mistake, he'd let me have it by yelling at me, hitting me, or grabbing me on the back of my neck. I was humiliated so many times because of that. He did it in front of a crowd and after my punishment I felt like people were laughing at me. I was sad but I never showed it in front of other people. I felt like people were laughing at me behind my back. He never treated my older brother like that, not to my knowledge.
I've never felt beautiful or worthy of anything. I think I am depressed, not because of my parents, but because even though my parents have changed I'm still sad, lonely, irritable, etc. I am that way no matter how many times a day I'm told I'm beautiful, nice, or sweet. I am still sad and I do not know why I am. Not a day goes by that I don't think of killing myself. I get headaches all the time because of the crying. I have always felt this way. Ever since I was little. I'm also a very shy person. I do not know how to deal with social interactions sometimes. I even had to go to a speech class because I am so shy. I fool people and I can make a person think I'm absolutely happy but I can not fool my mom.
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