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What's the point of life?

Posted By: Anonymous lady
Date: 4 December 2009, at 12:14 a.m.

I really hate my life. Normally, I come on here to make others feel better, but this time I feel down. Someone I fell for has just ask another girl to marry him. I was too slow and lost him. Work always stinks. I am a nurse and should just be happy about that, but I am not because it's hard for me. I have social anxiety, low self esteem, anxiety and depression. There is a clique on that floor. I thought that died in high school, but it just gets uglier and more mean. They pick on me with no regard for a second about how their behavior makes me feel. If I killed myself, they would have no remorse and just think to themselves that I am crazy. They are too blind to probably even see their impact they could potentially have. It's like they run the unit cause all are afraid of them cause there is 3. Now it seems all the aids have turned against me. I've lost all the friends I had. It used to be so many, but somehow I seem to always get hurt and run away from them instead of having the courage to tell them what is wrong all due to my anxiety. My dad is evil- putting me down everyday. When I was 18, my brother died in my arms. My mom was put in a nursing home at age 50. I have absolutely nothing to live for. It's like Carrie Underwood sings, "When you figure out love is all that matters in the end everything else seems so small." Yeah, well I figured out who I want to love a little too late. What's the point of life? Pain? Hurt? Even if we are happy what the hell does it matter when one day we die and it'll just be over causing others hurt and in pain because of our loss. LIFE SUCKS!!!! I wish I could drive too- but I suck- I started getting over my driving fear until I had an accident. So, now I am afraid to drive anywhere. It's like I could be in a roomful of 300 people and feel so alone cause no one gets it- nobody knows how I feel inside. I don't like to be a downer usually, but I feel helpless tonight.

Messages in This Thread

• What's the point of life? (views: 65)
  Anonymous lady -- 4 December 2009, at 12:14 a.m.
  • Re: What's the point of life? (views: 57)
    Anonynous Guy -- 4 December 2009, at 2:35 p.m.
    • Re: What's the point of life? (views: 58)
      Anonymous lady -- 6 December 2009, at 8:34 a.m.
      • Re: What's the point of life? (views: 64)
        Anonymous Guy -- 6 December 2009, at 10:46 a.m.
        • Re: What's the point of life? (views: 60)
          Anonymous lady -- 6 December 2009, at 6:10 p.m.

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