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my life,,, why do i want it to end

Posted By: t <confuzed2much1@yahoo.com>
Date: 19 December 2009, at 5:35 a.m.

like i said from a rich family... i'm a college student (at a college because of my x gf whome i still think about all the time... yet after we broke up i still went to this college cuz of her.) I'm a ,Pot head, fuck up. currently i got 2 A's 1 B and probably 1 D or F or if I were lucky as balls a C. My rents basically told me that if i don't do this good this semester they'd stop paying for college. I can't blame them i dont deserve their money. So here i am a sophmore in college alone un able to find a new Gf or a new life of my own stuck here due to my X. I find myself constantly thinking that 1. this is not where i should be and 2. i should not be alive. I keep wishing there were something to push me to try in college and make me have good grades ( so i don't have to deal with my parents) but realistically there is nothing. i don't think its the marijuana making me like this but i really think its my inability to find a girl, for idk what reason i just wish i were dead... i want 2 be hit by a car or shot in a robbery somethin that wont hurt my rents.
idk i really wanna walk in front of a car and die... i just wish there were somethin worth livin for

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• my life,,, why do i want it to end (views: 58)
  t -- 19 December 2009, at 5:35 a.m.
  • Re: my life,,, why do i want it to end (views: 50)
    Anonymous lady -- 26 December 2009, at 12:56 a.m.

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