I'm a 19 year old student, never worked a day in my life, have a pretty good family and parents that have sacrificed everything for me, and a very sweet boyfriend. I'm very lucky and blessed to have all those things, but I'm not happy. I hate almost everyone I know and I can't stand to be around people for too long. I spend every single minute of my day alone and hardly anyone talks to me but my boyfriend. I had childhood friends that I loved with all my heart, but we grew apart. I've spent so much time alone and not interacting with other human beings that now the prospect of talking to other people disgusts me and all I can see in others is their bad qualities. I don't have that problem with people online and the only contact I have with others is through my computer. I don't have the money to see a doctor about this, but I think I'm depressed.